finally!

almost a day being at home,

ALHAMDULILLAH. thanks ALLAH

coz He let me to calm down myself.

and yesterday evening, I decided to call

the people who said something bad behind me.

when she answered, then I asked the truth bout me.

my word:

" I do not believe u'll go this far "

" And I'm very dissapointed with u as my

friend coz we're being friends almost 5 years! "

last night, they have a session in class bout the

probs and this morning, she messaged me and

she was very happy as all the probs had been settled.

and today, I have to go back to school again,

and I have no idea to face the Big LIAR!

but for sure, my heart will never stick to

my class anymore.

hope can survive with new environment!

wish me luck then !

>_<

kau!

you are

B I g

l.i.a.r

NO PEACE anymore

to all my classmate,
we just only have few days
to live together loo..
why in a sudden we create
this terrible conflict?

i hate this situation!
how could we get focus
in our study? maybe some of u can,
but me? seriously i can't!

and there are somebody that
i hate the most! me felt like she
was the reason for all the conflict
especially in my life. 2 days before,
felt like want to give her a lesson,
but luckily, He make my heart cold
and allow me to think rationally.
thanks ALLAH!

and now, at home, although it's
hard for me to accept, but i have to
forgive her.. whatever happen after this,
i'll not care anymore. let everybody do
their own bussiness. and i only hope that
everybody can forgive me.
for the sake of my SPM!
and my ibadah as a muslim.

ONLY NEED PEACE!
and don't want to lose
my special friend!

>_<

burst cause by CONFLICT!

greetings all!

salam sejahtera.

permulaan pagi yang kurang baik,

mood sudah dicemari dengan satu nama

yang menjadi igauan ngeri bagi aku!

then, still act like nothing happen,

going upstairs and have my bath!

without thinking my 'promise' just now,

went to class with Najmi- thanks bro!

cause saving me from the LIAR!

after that, tried to do my hw but almost

half an hour, I did nothing, cause thinking

bout my condition. and then, have chat with

FAZ and AKMA! luckily both of them

were there. and then got idea to go home!

OYEAHH!!!

that was a very brilliant idea!

I want to get my freedom!

want back my heart and smile!

felt very uneasy and frustrated!

they were making me like living in the hell!

many friends hated me - maybe!

no reason for that! but  before I'll become crazy,

let me back home and have some peace!

hope my short vacation will help me

to get my peace!

insyallah!

>_<

unfair!

salam sejahtera kawan2 di laman
sesawang pencari keredhaan-NYA!
tahniah diucapkan kepada kalian.
post kali ni, lebih bertujuan kepada ketidakpuasan hati!
what's wrong?! let's explore more about it!
rakan2 yg dihormati,
how i'm going to start my words?
ok, somebody make a rule for me.

"i want u to stay away from that person!"
and i obey the rule. then what's happen after that?
that person who make the rule trying to
make me lost my temper!
that person broke the rule!
then ! you shit!